good enough.

Idon't know what's wrong with me today.
Well it's been going on for a few days. I have a knot in my stomach and it won't go away.
It seems silly but it's just a downer I get once in a while, where I don't feel good enough for anything...or anyone.
I am not creative enough.
I can't draw.
I really can't write.
I don't sing.
I don't dance.
I'm not smart, I couldn't even finish school.
I'm not artistic.

I'm not anything, and today it's caught up with me. I was born with the need to be diferent than everyone else and now I know that I am not, because, well, I'm just like anyone else. There's nothing special about me.
...today I don't feel good enough for him.